my summer of fanny packs.

i bought like 70 fannypacks last year, and now i'm finally starting to alter them.
here is one from the first batch...

also cannot get this song out of my head....


also got into this school...
and i am going! moving to providence, i don't know when, sometime before my lease is up i guess.

insecure

wrote a whole bunch of shit, but i deleted it instead, but in short, to complain less, i will just say, i worry that people don't like me, which is probably why i don't hang around people.
facts:
i find out about risd tomorrow.(maybe)
i visited providence this past weekend.
i haven't yet gone to bed.
i'm anxious.

bad at blogging 4ever

this is hard, because i am bad at blogging and get tired of talking about myself/am self conscious about talking about myself.
here are some things that the only people who are reading this already know. I got into SAIC and Uarts. I am waiting to hear back from Pratt, SFAI, NSCAD, and RISD. This is stressing me out.
People have been crossing boundaries lately, acting like my mother, and I don't know what signifies that these things are okay? I don't know how to tell them to stop. So I try to nod and be polite, but mostly I don't want to be around anyone! Yuck. Waiting to figure out my summer plans, waiting to figure out my next year plans, waiting to make plans, planning on waiting.
in the mean time i made these for deanna's birthday.

i am having a hard time falling asleep when i find things that make me want to stay awake